there are small clouds...

the shape of moons floating about the blue sky. The sky is turning a bit more pale, a bit more purple as the sun is going down but there's also gold and orange and yellow.
I come from playing with MMK and are they awesome, it's really playing in the truest meaning of the word. We love it. And we're about to build instruments that really...
they really...
I am happy.
And drum'n'bass by Shapeshifter in my ears, aaww!!
And got my SAOSIN finally. AAAWWW rawks.
YYYYAnd gotta hunt for d'espairs ray, the good mania muke I amYYYYYYYYYY

It's on

it's on
it's on it's ON!
The game is on; the race is on; the bet is
ON.

Well baby tonight, there isn't any rain but I'll got out and dance in the street any way
NO MATTER WHAT!
And tomorrow the dj's playing are going to be awesome. At least they better be and by the by
by the way
and see if that paths costs as much as my highway.
Cos star I am and star I'll stay


I know who'll make you SWOON

YYYYYYYYYYYYY
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YYYYYYYYYYYYY

my green eyes surrounded by blu

a long sleep later
a short while earlier
I feel
and feel for
and feel good.
Introduce myself?
I think I just have; nice to meet you.

My eyes turn to green

The trees are engaged in a dance that turns twigs and branches, sprays waterdrops
I'm surrounded by massive and awesome movement, haven't realized that in a long while.
Was again commented last night on looking like someone unknown to me. I've never known what to make of these comments more than to smile at them and laugh at the people launching them and agreeing with them that yeah, what a silly idea they had, thinking I'm someone I'm not.
What does that mean and who am I then?
There are so many smiles engaged in my life and I wonder what they all mean, I really am starting to wonder how this means things
since I smile and smile back
and make things mean things without thinking
without meaning
to.
I try to keep things explained to myself at least,
i try to keep things sure in a way at least
I try to keep myself aware of what I am, at least in my own light.

Ask me and I will tell you

Shine your own light

Did I say

that I'd never tell?
Did I promise myself somewhere along the way that I would not bother others with the being,
with the existence
of myself?
Did I speak words of not wanting to add to all the problems people seem to be having,
by apologizing for any inconvenience my smile or angry eyes or caring might bring?
Did I tell myself that others are awkward because I am not?
Did I tell myself that there's only one other that understands me and that I haven't met that other one yet?
Did I speak out the fact that I have no other fact but myself?
Did I mention that I don't feel I know more than anyone else, just that I know I feel and that
that might be something I haven't taken into consideration?
Did I decide on not showing that I appreciate myself?
Did I decide on caring so much about what people think that I won't think at all
anymore?
Did I decide that I am not worthy of myself,
not worthy the time spent
the voice heard
the laughter spread
the smile illuminating
the strentgh of muscles inside
the mind moving in waves?
Wings spread in the light morning air or blackness of night

Did I say I'd never tell?
Did I ever?
I break my own secret, the one I thought was a code unbreakable
It wasn't so very hard, now was it? Sweetness of release
Relief
I break the promise I made myself and reveal the secret I was keeping for myself
The secret I was keeping myself
from myself.
I say what I think
Just might be that I never say it out loud
Out loud so that ears other than mine understand that something is being said.

Then,
I know there are all of you who don't listen only with your ears.
I know there are all of you who don't listen only to the words.
I know there are all of you who never tell that you know, that you hear, that you understand.

Say ocean,
I am your wave.