Champagne fiction

I've never been to NewYork, but today's weather made me think of that city, just because I what? once saw this musicprogram with interviews made in the wintery NY, and somehow today w blue sky, pale sun and grayish chill, nice graysih like all soft, made me think of NY and made me all wow, I live in the big world.
Since, I have learned that there are no more tickets for Tiger Army, and I just felt like going home and sleeping through the day, not caring about the brilliant illuminating wonderful sunshine or good mood it brings today. I feel like I want to crawl out of my body and I don't like it at all, nothing seems to fit good today and I don't like it at all.
I'm supposed to heave out page after page of coherent thought about all sorts of things, I'd rather just take a walk long the river towards the sea and take in the sunshine until it goes down, then stroll back homerward and meet up with the people I live with to go see if an old cat would like to come live in our House.

My youngest brother turns 18 today, all grown up!!
There's more Totoro in store for him; it's all about being allowed to believe in yourself YY

So yeah, I'm all right now, backtacking the feelings a few lines up.
Funny enough that D'espairs Ray are in my hearing
A
L
L
the time
They really are and have been for soon two weeks. Constant play. I don't lyrically understand more than the few lines that are in english, but they just have me, right there right like that.
Violent Femmes, Saosin, Gojira and Faith No More are doing things too, again and much lately.
But D'espairs Ray...
LIQUIDIZE!

stay brave and shine your light
Shine your own light
YY

And Champagne fiction? Gots all to do w last w/e when I was talked to and spoken by and looked over and upon and
W H A T
crazyness.
hah!!
ha!