November 15, 2006

open the eyes

There was some despair
when I realise, sometimes I wonder that I'm wellkept from these thinkings of some,
when I realise that there are some thinkings of some beings that are only based
on proving someone wrong.
Only negation, only acceptance if the other one proves superiority.
Why would someone judge you forever by the way you look
the way you talk
the words you use?
Are there really many, and how many are there really, who keep track of their life, living, being and existence
only by denying others?
Where does this human behaviour spring from?
What is it that is fearful in embrace?
What is it that is fearful in acceptance?
What is it that scares?

What scares?

There was despair and despair scares.
But then there were rays and there were thoughts and there might not have been understanding but there were images and sounds
about how it can be to... fear.

There is light and there is light that shines, even though it's too dark to see.
It's not about turning to some god or trying to live outside yourself or trying to create a world that no one else can exist in.
It's about you.
Because I am also a you
and you are also a me.

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