November 30, 2006

I have named my upcoming release

push is a move

And I want to shout heaps of heyyo!s to sonja my cosmic sister for again providing me with tunes that keep me rockin and rollin and gives me leaps to other paths. thanks. NZ music makes me feel.
Now, let's see what[else i]'s in store
I'm about to go drink some tea or maybe more fizzy drinks(maybe not so sure, see Today's clue).
I already heard some Billy Corgan singing today and I felt so good about that so now I wonder if they might have some other goodness in store before I go hang out with the kids.
Have to write another entry for someone else before that, mind.
mind, mind.
if you are as crazy as mine, i hug you for that.

LATERS

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY


Today's clue:
Don't start your day with a fizzy drink - no matter how tempting this might feel - because it will only keep you burping for the whole day.

November 29, 2006

You are

that you are
aren't you?

Thankyou for the connection
unspoken thoughts and expressed smiles.
being.
We know us to exist, we don't need to act today because we are feeling better even only by knowing.
Blue eagle day.
i'm taking a day off and it's taking me places
making me things
bringing me to thoughts.

November 28, 2006

I am a new creature

being of light bringer of
sound daughter of wave
inspired.
Vince electro urban
drumNbass metal
D'espairsRay and
makeup colours and
stones
Music sounds movement
dance touch feelings
sight healing. Strength
support
Being. I am.

I believe this is The Eighties Matchbox B-Line Disaster
give me your skin to dance in

November 27, 2006

Stay brave

I feel GOGOL BORDELLO energy
THEY ARE HERE!!!
I canfeelthem.
AND IT'S great.


And thankyous go to D'espairs Ray.
I have been LIQUIDIZED
and liquified
Straight right in the right eye.

And seeing now all that matters is that I am.
I am.
What are you doing?
I am being.
I exist.
I am.

November 24, 2006

I radiate heart

What a beautiul thing to say - I read it as the theme your mind should be on
this ffriday.
If this felt like a difficult thing to say then one was to look inside one's heart to see i it was big enough.
I'd like mine to be, but there are troubles I feel.
The music I've heard today in cosmic for example, have been so beautiful, some Smashing Pumpkins unexpectedly. and melted away troubles it did.

I radiate heart.

November 22, 2006

From Lunar to Electric

Do you hear that, man? It's crazy ...
And it's definitely not. But whoa. and wowie. and wow.
And thankyous and thank you and fine and dandy
and bohemian like you and twentieth century boy
and girl
and day tripper who only travels at night
and I'm afraid of losing someone who can't be lost to me.
That's all very interesting, thank you, how can I put to words what I want to say if I don't know what I want to say?
There is something, I can tell.
There are things, sure there are, I can see them although sunlight isn't bringing them out - there are only clouds and rain
and refusal by electronical equipment.

I come prepared.
Wings - check
Eyes - check
Mind - check
Heart - check
Colours and light, indeed.
Sound, voice, music, all there and well-packed and easily reached.

I come prepared but manage to feel a bit unready, still.
What will we say?
What will we do?
What will we see?
Soon... soon

What a scene. Really.
Lunar to Electric, a real transformation from duality to trinity. Imagine that, I felt it and felt for it. Humble souled thought that yeah well not me, right? ANyone else
everyone else
but me?
ME!?
What do you want with me? I know what I want with me, and you?
Come along come along and let's find treasure.

Well baby tonight, I'm gonna go and dance in the rain
Queens Of The Stone Age Broken Box

November 21, 2006

I am the Little Sister

and I come to make you shake.


hahahahahahhahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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Why yes, I am the little wave
I'll talk til the fire goes out
and run to the sky.
And if so the music of QOTSA and Quatro is taking me onto that highway I've been trying to read off my map
then SO
Let it rip
Let it happen
Let it go
AND LET'S Go

Strawberry bootlace and raspberry delight
wild berry and cherry

Luara had fun having two mondays in one, several mondays at once - I don't know how many parallel's I sat through. I enjoyed it, so thank you.
Lights lights and candles.

November 16, 2006

PINK GREASE
there's a lot of interesting communication today
I love it
i love it
I loves it
And hhah
I'm sitting eating pink berry soothers with jellylike filling. wooh. paa.
And I go so yellow inside that I don't know how to keep everything from bursting
OUT
in brightness.
It's thursday according to the timewaves of this place righty here.
It's thursday and Indeed
it is.


LOVELOVELOVE

November 15, 2006

open the eyes

There was some despair
when I realise, sometimes I wonder that I'm wellkept from these thinkings of some,
when I realise that there are some thinkings of some beings that are only based
on proving someone wrong.
Only negation, only acceptance if the other one proves superiority.
Why would someone judge you forever by the way you look
the way you talk
the words you use?
Are there really many, and how many are there really, who keep track of their life, living, being and existence
only by denying others?
Where does this human behaviour spring from?
What is it that is fearful in embrace?
What is it that is fearful in acceptance?
What is it that scares?

What scares?

There was despair and despair scares.
But then there were rays and there were thoughts and there might not have been understanding but there were images and sounds
about how it can be to... fear.

There is light and there is light that shines, even though it's too dark to see.
It's not about turning to some god or trying to live outside yourself or trying to create a world that no one else can exist in.
It's about you.
Because I am also a you
and you are also a me.

November 10, 2006

on the waves of sun

I thought it was that I was under Saturn's shadow
and so it was,
no longer am I in the shadows though, no longer in the shadow.
There is light.
I shine forth, just like you.
There is light, just like in you.

greetings and welcome.

November 09, 2006

Someone to look to

in need or in want or in war
Faith No More King for a Day

Zombiegirls indeed. Maybe the collection of songs Siamese Drummers has should be called Zombiegirls. Or maybe not, I'm not sure.
Funny, just had a phonecall that definitely made me want to leave any studybusiness. All right, not like in FOR GOOD, but for this day, for the time being.
For the time being that I haven't done anything anyway today.
But also for the time being me not really being into sitting in the center doing not much.
I'm around a lot, doing not much.
Doing not a lot...
What about a few hours more of it and then I can walk home. It's not like I have anything else to do is there? Than to do my walkabouts and roundabouts, keeping away from the thoughtpolice and groupfear and customized thinking - ready to be adapted by anyone who wishes not to think.

My throat hurts, and I suspect and blame the smoke that people insist on blowing into my eyes. I have to breath, yes, I have to inhale, yes.
I have to respect the fact that a nicotineboost is needed? I think not.
I think not. Finknottle.

And by the way, just thought I'd tell you, you-know-who-you-are-oh-yes-you-do that
hell, catch you later
because I now have myself to catch. Wanna swap or are you okay with mine? I feel a bit more pumped with warm blood. Wasn't supposed to?
XD
Smiling with the mouth of the ocean
And I'll wave to you with the arms of the mountain

Ashes to Ashes Faith No More

November 07, 2006

home on ice

There's a lot of it about
there's a lot of it around.
Snow and ice and chill and coldness

and I love it so much.

And there are so many contacts that I'm thrilled about that are growing and establishing themselves and appearing and reappearing.
There is and we are.
Now I shall go sing.



Love
L

November 02, 2006

Luara is speechless

and there's someone who says my speech is impossible to understand
due to all the languages that spew out at once.

I am speechless

words exit my body and mind only in written form.


I went to bed at 6 this morning
after sitting on the sofa next to someone who talked movies
and who listened to me talk movies
films
and lost highways; sandworms; coffee; cigarettes and blood was in our talk.
And I have no idea of where to next, although as I see that written I do know that I know where to next. Exactly to where it would be in any other situation.

Do the whirlwind and see ya around warrior.

November 01, 2006

Our year has changed into november

There's more snow after last nights rain and despair and anger over feet so cold of wet I wasn't sure they would ever feel again.
There's more chill today and even though the world is white and it's not even 3pm yet, it's getting dark. I can see it and I can feel it.

Had forgotten all about how it is to live in winter: that is that it is not different from anything else in any way at all.
Neil Young's Dead Man in my earphones makes me feel something I don't know.

So now I could say it's new year, yeah?
I could have energy and interest to finish everything that I haven't finished, yeah?
I should do something about my quarters; I should think without writing and write without pausing to complete the works I should complete;
I should be courageous enough to contact this one person who I seem to be mentally entwined with - just an observation of his stressed face when I felt stressed;
I should have time to look at what I dream, not just get up, get dressed and run around;
I should have time to contemplate stories;
I should have to grab myself the life that I know is just right here
It feels like something was taken from me, something was stolen
since the autumn ended abruptly without me having time to enjoy the sweaters and chilly evenings and stargazings in a garden smelling sweetly of old leaves and apples,
in a world where everything is soft colours and clear skies and
rain.
There's only cold icy disappeared world.
There's more under the surface but I don't feel like I have the energy to look so deep
to dig further.

Let's see where this takes me.