January 11, 2007

pop up book

pop up popup
popopopopopopopup
Got myself a pop up book today.
Thought about making one.

Right now I've been compiling SIAMESE DRUMMERS.
Texts have found me and eachother and we melt and mold and smile. Number nine at the bottom of the last page.
People are excited about transformation
excited about change
Scared and afraid if they only thought about it
It's free is it?
It's automatic upgrade isn't it?
It'll just leave me sleeping won't it?
I'm allright
I'm all right
Allright.
XD

Hello little sparkle
hello little fire of will
Hello little starseeker
let's see how much there is to spill

I've never seen a highway
Never had one be lost to me
We're about as close as a cat gone wild

Hello little flower, little colour of marigold
When did you grow so tall
When did you turn me to the sun so strongly
When did you turn to my side so smilingly

Hello little child who's all grown up
hello my dear so clear in your mind
hello my sweetest so cleared up in my mind
White dull light

Hello little sparkle

January 10, 2007

oh yeah

drum'n'bass stream
NEW DAY COME
SHAPESHIFTER
WE'VE ONLY JUST BEGUN...

LIQUIDIZED
mANIAS all over and I am impressed.

I am also impressed by the fact that people sometimes forget themselves and stream into something that is so much better for them.
I am impressed by the fact that people sometimes make the world make sense.
Mad world and we are the ones who make it insane and more mad.
It is kind of funny, the way we live, the way we are, what we do, what me make things mean, what we are afraid to say and afraid to express and afraid to hear.
I am at the moment only afraid of not being able to forget myself enought to let myself onto a new track
I am only afraid of not being able to see myself as the wave in motion I am.
I am only afraid of letting myself being frozen to the ground, I am only afraid of not finding the push in me that it takes for me to move.

I am impressed, nonetheless.
Impressed and after all, maybe not so afraid.


SHINE SO BRIGHT

January 08, 2007

Muke ELECTRIC signs in

again.
What the hell i s all this
?
.

MANIAS

I have had music streaming into me non-stop for hours now, can't think of the moment I have to remove my earphones, in a few moments that's going to be happening... I'll be all right.
Have a necklace made of letters B L U and butterflies, checked if the word could have any meaning, hee hee. Let's just say I'll keep it and give it the meaning it had in my mind, that is almost blue.
I have been starving for a while already, headachey and feeling not-so-good-at-all.
Had a dream a few nights ago with Neil Gaiman explaining me the meaning of the letters in WHISKEY. Can't remember really. Had a dream the night before with this boy okay young man explaining a lot of things to me, looking at me and playing with his hair. WHAT!?!? Can't remember really.
Had a dream last night that seemed to last all my sleep, had trouble getting out of bed in time for the first lecture I've had for months and months and months, and know that this is special that I DID get up early and DID get to uni at a very early hour compared to before. This is special. And since it's monday, I might as well celebrate that I'm out and about on a monday, doing things, not dragged down by everyone-else's mondaymadness or blues.

Have got a new cap. With the picture of the head of a snake.
Shedding my skin I might be.
Transformer transformer
There has been change holding my hand and now, NOW
I'm letting go
And happening to read Billy's message right now is what I know means something. And sounds of snakes?
Throw out your cares and fly
ZERO The Smashing Pumpkins

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December 30, 2006

tomorrow's all glitter and glam

because we're themed Velvet Goldmine for NewYear's.
Satellite of Love and whatnot. Suits good that I'm reading Please Kill Me, then.
Suits good that I feel like the world's throwing me a sweet side and showing me a sweet smile
and reaching out to hug me, telling me that yeah, you said it
I was here all along
and I find myself over and over again, when I've been looking hard for someone else.
A cosy feeling, like someone hugging me with meaning, thought and feeling.
Come on, let's go find treasure!
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