tomorrow's all glitter and glam

because we're themed Velvet Goldmine for NewYear's.
Satellite of Love and whatnot. Suits good that I'm reading Please Kill Me, then.
Suits good that I feel like the world's throwing me a sweet side and showing me a sweet smile
and reaching out to hug me, telling me that yeah, you said it
I was here all along
and I find myself over and over again, when I've been looking hard for someone else.
A cosy feeling, like someone hugging me with meaning, thought and feeling.
Come on, let's go find treasure!
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let me go wild

like a frostbite in the snow...
I'm spending a day in the sunlight
Say ocean, I am your wave
Say wave, I am your wind
Say wind, I am your sky
Say sky, I am your universe.
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8 8 I forget what 8 was for! and
Violent Femmes Kiss Off

dududududududududu

Andyoualreadyknowhowthiswillend
How it ends DeVotchKa


hee heeh hee heeh hheheheee
hee.
And there are whirlwinds that whirl in and they bring with them the laughter of ha ha my dearest darling don't stress over things that we can't think about even since they
change
and
you already know how this will end:
exactly in so many surprises and colours and unimaginable laughters and steps and shakes and goodness me
Kindness for evermore.
Take your smile and walk it around town
I might be out of money and I might be wanting to taste milk and honey
breaking my fast.
Walk backwards was it?

My dear heart
dear dear me
oh my my
I'm taking a shine with me where it is I go today
The strangest looking sun shines and looks strong
and I love you dear little earth, in your massiveness


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Distance yourself

Now you’re almost making me feel like I’ve done something wrong, like I’ve somehow managed to create enormous uncontrollable pressure.
Distance yourself.
Now you’re almost making it sound like what we’ve been going through has never happened to anyone else and will never happen to us again.
Distance yourself.
Now I’m almost starting to believe that what it is we might have might be getting in the way of everything, extinguishing everything we are.
Distance yourself.
Now I’m almost starting to believe that I will leave the door open, I will leave the lights on in case you still dare to feel like coming over.
Distance yourself.
Now you’ve almost made me feel like I have all the love in me to give while you cannot take it, while you cannot risk taking it.
Distance yourself.
Now you’re almost making me feel like I’ve been stupid enough to trust you, although that’s never what it was about.
Distance yourself.
Now I’m almost feeling like you’re making yourself hurt, like you’re making yourself hurt too much over this.
Distance yourself.
Now I’m almost insuring myself that I was not being myself enough just to keep you close, that I was keeping myself in check.
Distance yourself.
Now it’s almost like we’ve been overwhelmed by what it is that just seems to have happened between us, although there never was a doubt.

Distance yourself.

Walk,

walk your own way.
There's snow again and it's beautiful.
I have golden glitter around my eyes and pink sparkle around my right hand
blue around my eyes and my fingers end in bright red.
I am a zebra today. Or a snowtiger.

And
you
already
know
how
this
will
end
How it ends DeVotchKa

But as it is, I don't know. It makes me a bit tear-eyed to think that this has ended right here and that this is how I know it ends and will end and has ended,
but I haven't been told it's ended. I haven't been told it's over. I've been asked for time and distance and that's what I give - I don't know what will come
so what comes next is
what...
What?
Brains?
No, zombie I didn't become after all. Yet.

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