It's snowed

It's snowing
It snows
There's snow.
The first snow is here and there is SO much of it.
So I celebrate Samhain in a white world. A world I feel new to; a world that feels new but not unknown.
I have since my last write listened more to Faith No More's The Real Thing
and my recently arrived In Case We Die by Architecture in Helsinki.
and some Opeth
and some Gary Numan, mostly Cars
haa.

I learned today that a friend will be moving into my house soon. I'm thrilled!
Zombiegirls on the prowl for Monkyboys.

Trying to have more ideas about some writing I'm doing right now; trying to put myself into it although I know that it'll take something else than that - the ideas are coming but only when I fully let them by not being prepared at all.
Trying to find some nice lines to think about for the rest of the day but oh I can't.
I only sing
We'll sing and dance and find romance and we'll stroll to the edge of the world

I celebrated the 28th yesterday

a bit of Halloween-feeling; a bit of autumn-changing-into-winter-celebration; a bit of I shall be released; a bit of every celebration of myself and everyone else that I could imagine; a bit of loving the music; a bit of loving the dance; a bit of loving being.
A good celebration all in all. Very. And as it happened, there was a change to wintertime and the place I was in stayed open an extra hour. Indeed it made me smile and there is a smile on the inside, there definitely is.

And I know that I was seven when this album came out, I have known one or two songs of this album since and I danced to one of them last week in a recordstore in York. Didn't know it was this album though, as it was just one of the records the musiclibrary gave to me yesterday.
At home it came clear, and after listening thru the record, I realised I had skipped one of the tracks, put it on
and sat there in the candlelit kitchen listening, feeling lights go out and lights flicker and that flame come to life again.
17 years have passed from that song being made to it making it to my hearing.
Now it is in my hearing and I have heard it, felt it and it is.

I know the feeling
It is the real thing
The essence of the truth
The perfect moment
That golden moment
I know you feel it too

Faith No More The real thing


I see my light come shining
From the west unto the east.
Any day now, any day now,
I shall be released.

Bob Dylan I shall be released


Thank you

so I was meant to found

clap your hands say yeah

architecture in helsinki

sing sing sing sing

yeahs, I am now in the state of mind called my hometown, after two weeks in the states of mind called Scotland and England. Glasgow and York spoke to me and we talked a while, it was very pleasant and the feeling was mutual. I joined groups of understanding and revealed understanding in myself;
Vince Noir inspires me in so much it's only possible to laugh
And since I've been gone autumn has stretched out and there's this cosy light all day and everywhere and I don't know what to do more than go ungder as many yellow trees as possible
and I'm aware of the fact
that I have facts and that's about that

I have not got forever left in this town, and my wings are happily stretching
and I'm happily trying things out
and I can discuss
I talk
I walk
I speak in languages and show my tongue.
hah.

blood confetti

I am the wave I've been waiting for

Where do I turn?
How do I explain and why do I always have to?
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