My brothers and sister

Frans 17
Emil 21












Minna 27

Again I... I... I don't know what to do

Just have that kind of over all feeling today.
Just exactly that.
It's... I don't know what.
And it's just... yeah I don't know. And I'm thinking it's the heat.

Still had no mail today so I'll still have to do something to pass my time today, it's just that it would be nice to have something to do - another thing about summercities: when there's nothing to do there really is n o t h i n g.
And that's okay I guess.

Had a mail from a Benson Dickson and the subject of the email said
Dear Aalto, you are next of kin
The name is hilarious
so's the subject :=)
That made me laugh, that was funny and I pushed away that void of thought that I don't know what...


have it good and remember what Anthony Kiedis said:
hi, I love you

I thought I was going to stay home today...

...and program new things on Eddie
but the mail didn't bring anything today
so
I said "so what!?" to the heat and walked into town. a VERY warm 25 minutes but a very pleasant 25 minutes. goodness me I love when it's warm.
Had an interesting opening of the door last night, to see Minna standing outside. Freshly returned from Senegal's Grand Yoff. I laughed quite much and tried to make a meal from the no food we had in the house... she was happy making herself some scones though.

I think it's getting close to ICECREAM time right now... hmhmhmhm.

I came to make a BANG

Love love love
and perhaps marigold

tech mish mash

my phobile moan tells me to Contact Service.
It's gone into business. Nah just kidding. Anyway it's gone so I'm contact-unable for a few days.

It's strange how free I feel. It's not like having a mobile ties you up and makes you think you have to have everything under control all the time is it? This happens not often, but a few times I've been left phone free and it feels free. Now I think I know how to stay free also with a phone. It's simple. Just don't pressure yourself in having to have to.

This weekend was pure beautiful. And korn sounds good in my ears.
I have the House to myself and think I'll concentrate on staying in the shade and reading comics. Got myself a new book today because it made me smile in it's stupid way.

Little Elle B signing off
thinking this town has decided to start smiling. wow-ee.


xoxoxo

I was wondering and have to tell myself

um yes, back to school life and make-belief active student.
Read the most marvelous of books, After Theory by Terry Eagleton. It was funny and eased my mind about having to have to.
Now I have an exam to write. With a squishy pear in my bag that leaks old juice over my notes I'm headed to write and head held high I might not admit i didn't really read.

AND
I want candy
and
Blister in the sun
played last night where you dine ammo.

hee hee I love highlights.
And funny thing, if Mala was to bike in the streets here
I just saw her
and if Mic was to drive in the streets here
I just saw him too.


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