Nightwalking

I've been doing a lot of night-time-walking lately.

All stars, like glitter strewn in the back of a great mind
the moon in orange, yellow, bright red
lightning
the dark
the blue sky, the purple sky
the nightclouds that move away at speed to let the moon take over the sky

the silence
the cold night-air

Being alone.

I love this kind of solitude
when I'm all but alone.



"I am not afraid.
There is no fear in being."

[from Messiahsis, L.A. 2007]

Messiahsis

Yes, true and untrue
everything is an illusion, and Illusions have a way of liking me
as I have a way of liking them.

It's not more than a while after early evening but I feel ready to go home and sleep a while.
I have much to do tomorrow and wish to get started early. So many books and texts to scan and read and think of.

Messiahsis is getting started and I have no doubt it will be in publishable shape soon.
No doubt whatsoever.

When fallen, caught
When lost, found.

tearstain?

just blinked past my eyes.

I had dreams last night about speaking taiwanese and a little brother crying, made my heart ache for there was such hurt and loneliness as the tears were running down his face
his voice broken and sighing
as the rest of the family sat around the table and reached out their hands
Oh no, dearest little you, what is it that feels so difficult?

My fingers are stained by blueberries
My body warmed by rooibos

Everything is clear.

Y

greately

greately

everything turns to face a sun

CCCCCCC

DESTINATION UNKNOWN

and that's the best part
of this all.




ILLUSIONS
illusions
illusions
Illusions
ILLUSIONS
illusions

I L L U S I O N S

tell me

what's the world with no soul?
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*gk
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And suddenly I realise it.
I've met him again.

"