There are many faces in the world

I can't see them all
and I can't see behind them all
But there are faces
and there's Faces the festival that saved some of something in me. It fuond something in me. Something new along with restating something suspected.

I'll be at a kindergarten for the following two weeks while the summer gets chillier. I love it but it could stay summer for a while longer. Everybody's expectations of autumn might be calling in the darker nights, but I love seeing stars again
and I love the scent in the air.
Soon celebrations are near again as the year turns into colour. The moon is massive and displays many shades of strong reds and yellows.

I have found more music that makes beautiful
And found out I'm a mutant, thank you Shelley Jackson for helping me understand.

how i made my millions

the lyrics to the song by radiohead. I never knew it was radiohead and I never knew the lyrics.
I knew the name and it came up in some memories that made me smile, memories that showed me that indeed, my place is somewhere else.
Somewhere across oceans perhaps.



Stay on
Sit down
Let it fall

What I've now found doesn't really matter because I know where I'm headed.
Right out there
somewhere

and there are other skies,
there are other s...

Lovelovelovelovelovelove,
L

where I was going

yesterday we almost got locked into a store because the ladies working there couldn't find it in them to tell us they were closed.
and various and various and makes me think that yeah various and various and various and
now I'm listening to Strapping Young Lad
and almost again
it's almost again
and I heard the words in a different way just now and it changed my understanding of the song
because
now it sounds like the song that
should be sung more.
Should be sun, I almost wrote. Like that other time.
And one time, this time right here I understand a thing that I've been trying to tell myself. A good thing and I'm happy to have thought of it.

And yellow is a colour I see when I close my eyes.
And yellow is a colour that has been chosen and made and become.

I'm right here. Right here.

MWHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAAHAAAAAAA
ZOMB ZOMB
ZOM
ZOMB

Oh dear oh dear oh D E A R
how hilarious this morning has been.
I can believe it, sure I can but it's just so...
hahahaahahhhhaaa
aaa
h.
And Nny cleared things up for someone else too it seems.
It's losing it's seams.
hH i MIGHT SPLIT A SEAM laughing here
gargle gurgle
wikipedia just gave me a list of horror punk bands when I was looking for something completely else. Who's trying to hint things? Find the list lodged sweetly into my link list.
Maybe me and the dearie that will go to that next . . . . . will stumble in onto or on into another dimension where horror punk bands rule and await for us to stumble at their feet. I bet they'd smile and help us up.
I do.
And I will keep my eyes open and
ears safe
And if anyone of you feel stuck somewhere where you feel like you'd be better unstuck then unstick yourself.
You are the only light there is
for yourself for my friend. GOGOL BORDELLO SAY!
ZOMB
how I adore the song that keeps playing in my head.
Thank you bob dylan and ministry.
and thank you stephen king for introducing me to imagination and
thank you neil gaiman for making me believe in stories again
And slipknot was it, that once made me think that you don't have to be if you don't want to.

ZOMBIEGIRLS!

Funny feeling this

I was msgin with both my sister and brother at the same time and I just had to keep writing stupid words and interrupting so I blocked myself from the conversation. Not that it was about anything important but I couldn't control the urge to jsut be full of nonsense.
How I became rich and how I made that massive fortune is a really funny guy. But haven't talked to him for ages. Hm.
Now I shall go intake comics and something else. Not beer, no sir. They don't make you do that so it's okay.

It's hot and at the same time not today and it keeps confusing me. Don't know if I should hit the cinema or not today. hmm.

Lovelovelovelovelove
YYYYY
OOOOOOOO

Normal consciousness will be resumed

ehm, had to check what Mazikeen's tee said, because really, that's how things feel today.
There's a lot of sighing, gawking and glooming about today and I can't see where it's all coming from. Not me at least but where and why?

I know one told me that I shouldn't stay in this town for too long, and I know that, I appreciate that
and I...
don't want to think about it really.

Would just like to believe that
Normal consciousness will be resumed
although I'm not sure of what it really is. Normal consciousness for the world, please, and let me get on with mine. Thanks.

pink

pink
pink
pink

jeah jea
I'm off to become a TVchild once more.
I can't think more now.
Signing off without a thought.

Today I woke up hearing the swallows

really beautiful their sound. A mix of wind and scream of free falling and freedom.
Learned I will meet another faraway friend soon.

This day has me feeling overwhelmed although I haven't been up for along time at all.

Overwhelmed.
How free aren't we.
How free to free others
how free to free ourselves
How was it, the whole world not having the keys to their own ignition?

Overwhelmed yeah, did I say that already?

YYYY
YYYY
YYYY

Devin Townsend is the best male singer around together with Josh Homme

More music for the wicked, um no I mean for me and ...
Mam asked for greengrass, I asked greenday? and she said no... and then I asked supergrass and she said Yea!
So Supergrass for mam.
And Frans told me about gojira and they're cool, so some of them too.
And PANTERA for all my dudettes out there - if it takes long for me to answer it's just because I'm listening to the tune...will borrow the record from Frans so I'll be able to listen to the r e a l song. heheh.

Wonderful. I'm home in the forest, just had a rest in the hammock and think I'll go swimming later and first thing tomorrow morning. Will meet up with the crazies and ghouls, you know you really aren't but I like calling you that.

I have a new haircut.
And new ideas
and I swear I can hear music in my head.
And
I hug you
as Lucia says.

'PUMPKINS!' he screamed and looked around if someone was listening. And Hoptza!
there we were.

Today:

I just added some music for the pleasure of everyone here.
Just beneath Nny screaming ZOMBIEGIRLS!, go on, it's colourful and try it at once!
Having a bit of a black out thinking uhhaehh what music do I like again... you know how it is... gogol bordello was too bad a quality so I let them be.


Someone just whispered
BORDELLO CABARET
and I like that, I like that very much.
Peachy keen!

Let's see... today... I have been trying to create a meal that would give me enough energy to walk to town but hey yeah, as soon as I got here I was hungry again...Successful in a way though.
I had the pleasure to hear Strapping Young Lad's The New Black yesterday and I must say it's very beautiful. Just aligned me perfectly. Hha. And listened to the Beta band for the first time and I was quite bemused or amused or what it could be, felt so nice to have someone admit it's even hard to go to the supermarket sometimes.
Talked to Lena on the phobile, she rang coz she was bored and that was good, cos so was I. then we got cheered up and she had to go do an interview and I had to go to town.
Happy!

I shall clamber further on the internet. Today turned out to be a very good day. Aren't they all, i just forget sometimes. Or maybe don't have time to remember. or whatnot.

Munchkins.
SNOOGANS.

I have been given energy and light

and illumination.

Thank you Gogol Bordello.



Start wearing purple, wearing purple
Start wearing purple for me now

My brothers and sister

Frans 17
Emil 21












Minna 27

Again I... I... I don't know what to do

Just have that kind of over all feeling today.
Just exactly that.
It's... I don't know what.
And it's just... yeah I don't know. And I'm thinking it's the heat.

Still had no mail today so I'll still have to do something to pass my time today, it's just that it would be nice to have something to do - another thing about summercities: when there's nothing to do there really is n o t h i n g.
And that's okay I guess.

Had a mail from a Benson Dickson and the subject of the email said
Dear Aalto, you are next of kin
The name is hilarious
so's the subject :=)
That made me laugh, that was funny and I pushed away that void of thought that I don't know what...


have it good and remember what Anthony Kiedis said:
hi, I love you

I thought I was going to stay home today...

...and program new things on Eddie
but the mail didn't bring anything today
so
I said "so what!?" to the heat and walked into town. a VERY warm 25 minutes but a very pleasant 25 minutes. goodness me I love when it's warm.
Had an interesting opening of the door last night, to see Minna standing outside. Freshly returned from Senegal's Grand Yoff. I laughed quite much and tried to make a meal from the no food we had in the house... she was happy making herself some scones though.

I think it's getting close to ICECREAM time right now... hmhmhmhm.

I came to make a BANG

Love love love
and perhaps marigold

tech mish mash

my phobile moan tells me to Contact Service.
It's gone into business. Nah just kidding. Anyway it's gone so I'm contact-unable for a few days.

It's strange how free I feel. It's not like having a mobile ties you up and makes you think you have to have everything under control all the time is it? This happens not often, but a few times I've been left phone free and it feels free. Now I think I know how to stay free also with a phone. It's simple. Just don't pressure yourself in having to have to.

This weekend was pure beautiful. And korn sounds good in my ears.
I have the House to myself and think I'll concentrate on staying in the shade and reading comics. Got myself a new book today because it made me smile in it's stupid way.

Little Elle B signing off
thinking this town has decided to start smiling. wow-ee.


xoxoxo

I was wondering and have to tell myself

um yes, back to school life and make-belief active student.
Read the most marvelous of books, After Theory by Terry Eagleton. It was funny and eased my mind about having to have to.
Now I have an exam to write. With a squishy pear in my bag that leaks old juice over my notes I'm headed to write and head held high I might not admit i didn't really read.

AND
I want candy
and
Blister in the sun
played last night where you dine ammo.

hee hee I love highlights.
And funny thing, if Mala was to bike in the streets here
I just saw her
and if Mic was to drive in the streets here
I just saw him too.


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